When the Ancients Make Your Trip Memorable

 

Visiting the Vestal Atrium in Rome

My husband and I were quite fortunate to have an archeology major who was our tour guide in Rome. She was a wealth of information and was eager to answer any questions we had, especially from me as I've always been so interested in ancient Roman history and legends, especially the ones that included the Vestal Virgins. I had read about this highly-revered cult of women before our trip and was eager to see anything related to them.  But I was not prepared to experience a most Supernatural event while our trip to Pompeii the following day.

I pay tribute to the Sisters in the final piece here.

The Vestals

The Vestals were the most influential women in Rome at the time of King Pompilius back in the 7th century.  They were the priestesses of the goddess Vesta. Their main purpose was to keep the eternal flame lit in her sacred temple. It ensured the safety of the city, as well as security and prosperity in the hearth and homes of families. 

Vestals were chosen at the young age of six and seven and would take a vow of celibacy for thirty years to serve. After that time they would be free to leave and marry. They received money from the public treasury and even had a high priest, the Pontifex Maximus who was appointed to watch over them. They were highly-revered by the Roman people. They did have exclusive privileges, however. Those being able to own property, attend public games, and even had special seating at important events. I guess it was like having a Loge seat at a Dodgers game today.

Dedication to the order did have its drawbacks. Should a Vestal break her vow of chastity or relent on her duties she would be whipped by a high priest, stoned, or buried alive. A few did however end up with the latter.

The cult ended in 391 A.D. when Emperor Theodosius came to power and claimed them to be a pagan cult. 

A Tribute

She was tempted to touch the ancient sacred pedestal in the house of the Vestals in Pompeii. 

It seemed as though it called to her.

Other tourists milled about taking a quick glance and then moving on to the next ruin.

The moment she placed her hand on the top of the weather-beaten pedestal the electric shock came and it ran from her fingertips all the way up through her arm.

She knew exactly what it was and reveled in the fact that she had made contact.

It would stay with her for the rest of her life while in this realm.

And with that said, she had to write the story her Sisters wanted her to tell.

The Last Vestal Virgin

I ended up writing this novel the same year I returned from my trip. It is indeed a fictional tale but the account mentioned about is true.

Click on the link to read this thrilling YA novel.

The Last Vestal Virgin

The Tulpa- A New Imaginary Friend?

 What is a Tulpa?

A Tulpa is a type of entity that one creates in their mind. It runs parallel to you independently and even your own consciousness. It is capable of having its own free will, emotions, and memories, being a most mindful creation.

One wishing to create a Tulpa will envision this entity in their mind by using one's own creativity to fashion it as a person, character, animal, or such. You can even envision a particular setting or environment in which it lives in.  You can visit your Tulpa in its own setting or call upon it to visit you. The possibilities are endless.

The process to create a Tulpa can be time-consuming but worth the wait. One must decide the purpose of the Tulpa. Factors to be considered are its purpose, location, form, and ethics.

Why Create a Tulpa?

Most people create Tulpas for companionship or other reasons for creating such an amazing entity. Those may include: inspiration, problem-solving, emotional support, and a vessel to tap into one's own higher self.

One may decide to give complete control of their body to the Tulpa. In this case, you must have complete faith in what you've created to allow it to function in such a way.

You may sense your Tulpa even before you begin communication with it. You can sense their feelings and emotions, just as an empath has the ability to sense and feel the emotions of others.

Tulpas are not malevolent in any way as some people believe them to be. Some view them as demons or beings with magical powers that can influence your mind and body. It's all safe and fun when you stay in the realm of respect for your Tulpa.

My Very Own Tulpa 

I began research on Tulpas as I was writing a paranormal trilogy and wanted to seek higher knowledge of goddess magic for my book. I found out that a lot of writers do create Tulpas for this very reason.

I delve into it after giving it much thought.

So with that came the creation of Nina Santos, a high Curendera who was an integral part in helping my main character gain control of transcending into another dimension. This was heavy stuff- even for me.  I had envisioned my Tulpa as an older Hispanic woman, well-versed in the art of high healing and ancient magic that was used for centuries. She was one of my guides throughout the entire writing process. Once the writing began it was as if Nina took over my writing, almost like what we know as 'automatic writing'. There was nothing destructive about it but was most enlightening. I felt as though she was there to help me as well as I have struggled with out-of-body experiences most of my life. I was able to carry her throughout my trilogy and felt she was in fact the only way I was able to complete this task. 

Have I had any more contact with Nina?

No, I have not, but I do think of her and have thanked her for the assistance she provided me to complete the Willow Wood Women trilogy.

In conclusion,  as a writer I feel that a Tulpa can be created to fit into the world in which your story takes place, being fiction or non-fiction. It can be any shape or form in which to aid you in your journey.

So if you have created a Tulpa, or are thinking of creating one, I'd love to hear from you.

You can read more about the wisdom of Nina Santos in my 

Women of the Willow Wood trilogy. Click on the link below.

The Women of the Willow Wood

Light em' Up!

Symbolism for Fire 

Fire is one of the major four elements of western culture but has various meanings to different cultures, religions, and spiritual groups.  It depends on how one uses it in context to depict the intended meaning.

Some say fire is meant to symbolize love and passion, yet others use it in regard to death and destruction. 

Fire is commonly seen in reference to passion, desire, eternity, Hell, destruction, hope, rebirth, and resurrection as well as purification.

Passionate for the Flame

The most recognized symbol for fire is connected to desire or passion. The flicker of the flame can ignite into a full-blown passion.

Shakespeare's plays contain many themes that relate to fire, passion and desire. In Romeo and Juliet, he symbolized passion using fire by referring to the "fire sparkling" in the two lovers' eyes.

It is common for romantic events to include candles or a fireplace setting that adds to the ambiance of a special evening in hopes of evoking passion between couples.

A simple friendly campfire can surely set the tone for spooky tales, create a relaxing mood as well as the ability to take the chill out of one's bones. Many will agree that gazing into the fire is also mesmerizing. 

I myself never turn down an invite to sit around a campfire on a chilly night and let my mind wander.

The Promise of Eternity

Fire can also symbolize eternity. The eternal flame is said to protect life as long as it is kept lit.

The flame is often used in religious memorial services of those who have passed, promising us their own soul flame will live on forever—at least in our hearts.

We often see eternal flames at war memorials for those who are remembered letting their lights shine forever for the service they provided.

The ancient Roman cult of the Vestal Virgins were guardians of Rome's sacred fire that was not allowed to go out for fear the safety and security of Rome would be jeopardized. Should a Vestal Virgin be negligent with this duty, she was buried alive. Guess Rome wasn't messing around.

After researching the Vestal Virgins and having an enlightening trip to visit their ruins in Rome and Pompeii I was inspired to write, The Last Vestal Virgin, a Young Adult paranormal thriller.

Some Like it Hot

Many writers have used fire to symbolize death and destruction in their novels. Fire has the ability to destroy anything that may come in its path.

Ray Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451 was an example of destruction by means of fire when the main character burned books so all knowledge was gone with it. 

Then we have the pyromaniac, which is an impulse control disorder that makes one unable to resist starting a fire; it's actually a release of anxiety or tension. And then there are those who feel an arousal after setting someone or something ablaze—yes, talk about the dark side of fire here.

Jim Morrison's famed song, Light My Fire contained the words, 'funeral pyre', which is a platform used in many ceremonial cremations. It evokes spirituality, ancient mythology, and death, one of Morrison's favorite topics.  

Literature and film have used this concept for decades; two of my favorite films being, Carrie and Firestarter.

In my paranormal trilogy, The Women of the Willow Wood, I have used fire in the last two books, where fire is used for the purpose of destroying an evil cult. 

Fire as Rebirth and Resurrection

In literature and certain religions, fire can be symbolic of life and death. In Greek mythology, we have the Phoenix Bird who dies due to fire after it is engulfed in flames and then turns to ashes. It's from these very ashes that a new reborn Phoenix rises again as a new Phoenix. 

The use of the symbolic Phoenix is commonly used throughout literature and in countless films for all ages, including: Harry Potter, The Spiderwick Chronicles and My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.

In  Out of the Ashes,  a Native American paranormal novel, I use fire in this sense, having a few of my characters walk through a sacred fire for renewal.

The Ultimate Cleansing

Fire can also be a symbol of purity and cleansing. This idea stems from the Bible and Christian religion, being that fire has the ability to remove sin. When fire burns it leaves nothing behind. If something that has been deemed evil is burned down, it is thought to destroy all traces of the evil that once existed. 

We see people still burn houses and items that they believe are evil, thinking this will eliminate the problem.

In practitioners of  Wicca, Witchcraft,  Voodoo, and other spellwork we find fire used in this very method, along with other rituals.

So, if you're now getting warmed up, why not check out some of my novels where fire makes a debut. 

Links to Novels

When Your Book Comes to Life—Literally!

Stranger Things Can Happen When You Write the Paranormal!

 I've had this idea for a middle-grade book for some time now. I knew what I wanted and humor was part of it, as well as magic.  I knew just who to contact to co-author it with me—my longtime friend and previous co-author, Becky Robbins. We'd worked on two humorous erotica books a few years back. She's the one that exudes awesome Southern humor, just what I needed for this book.

Being an elementary reading teacher for years I know what kids like to read and they love to listen to a great 'Read To' from their teacher. They could never get enough of stories involving bad kids, magic, adventure, and of course humor.

So this is where the creation of Toads by Midnight began, along with all the odd occurrences that we both encountered while writing this book.

And So it Begins~

The premise of the story is "Don't mess with your substitute teacher and be careful when you play with dark magic."

The story revolves around three feisty boys who attempt to make one substitute teacher miserable, and they try their best only to be thwarted by the teacher's knowledge of magic. She's out to teach the boys a lesson but do no harm. 

Antics ensue along the way with some Voodoo and Toad Magic and hilarious events that have the boys wondering what is real and what's not.

Shortly after Becky and I discussed the book she had a most vivid dream that night—one that gave her some pretty alarming visions, including teachers in her yard and a boy holding a toad. She'd never had this type of dream before. She rang me in the morning telling me in detail what had occurred.

We spoke daily on the phone as we worked together, and at times our phones would both end up whacky and we were unable to hang up.

One day we both were hoarse and spoke as if we were croaking our words out, something that happens in the story.

One of the characters in the story is addicted to sweets, and I for one try to steer clear of this but suddenly began to crave sweets, eating cookies, ice cream, and whatever I could get my hands on.

Just the other day Becky was out driving and saw an old green Buick, similar to the one the teacher drives in the story.

Let me also mention that we often come up with the same ideas for how the story pans out—and this happens a lot!

While sunbathing today I heard a whoosh go over my chaise lounge. I turned around to see it was a toad—yes, a pretty good size one at that. I ran into the house to get my phone to snap a picture but he was gone by the time I returned. I called Becky and we both agreed we were getting some strange signs and they were indeed connected to the book.

A few hours later Becky called me to tell me she was watching a show where a man said he didn't like dark magic but it would help him to get out of a pickle. Well, that's the name of the teacher in the book, Ms. Pickle.

Becky was beginning to get a bit freaked out, but I told her in the very beginning when we started this project to expect the unexpected, and any time you write about magic you need to ground and protect yourself. I've had some very scary things happen to me in past years while writing several books on magical spells and such.

So now as I write this post, Becky is lighting a few white candles and we are waiting to see what else pops up as we work toward the end of our story.

Final Thoughts~

I'm sure a lot of writers out there have had similar experiences as we have. It makes one wonder if our minds are playing tricks on us, or is it that we get ourselves so deep into our writing that we can actually manifest these things?

So with that being said, go out there and write that story but remember what you create in that fictional tale may provide signs that it does indeed want that story to be told. Your thoughts are powerful and so is your writing. 

Until then,  write safe, but most of all, keep writing.

I've Got a Feeling and I Can't Let Go!

                A Feeling Like No Other

 Since my husband and I left Grand Cayman in 2018 not a day's gone by that I don't think about that place—that magical place. We knew once my husband's work visa ended after nine years we would move to Florida to retire. I've heard the locals say that you never realize how special the island really is until you no longer live there. And yes, it's a lingering feeling of the sun on your face, the salty air filling up your nostrils, and the sea breeze that sends a warm shiver down your spine.

My days were spent mostly writing, lying on the beach then hopping from one Tiki Bar to the next most evenings when my husband got off work. No, I'm not an alcoholic—I don't even drink. It was sitting out by the beach and watching those beautiful sunsets every night that was the draw.

But why should I complain- I have those wonderful memories of being on a tropical island for nine years and it felt like one big holiday.    

One way to keep the memory alive was to write a fiction novel that takes place in Grand Cayman. I didn't have to search too far for content due to the many superstitions I had learned from the locals and tales from fishermen that I'd overheard. My husband is also a fisherman and is well aware of some of those legends, with most of them stemming from creatures that live in the depths of the sea.

So expanding on one of the legends was my segway into my latest novel, Night Mistress of Paradise Palms. I had to let readers feel the island vibe without having to travel there. I'm still feeling it, enough that I had to put a few pieces of myself into one of the protagonists in the story. No, I'm not Della Marquez, but she does have a few of my better qualities, or maybe I should say, she shares some of my vices. 

I'll share a most recent review for Night Mistress of Paradise Palms here with you. I hope it will entice you enough to read the book or take a trip to the island.

Review from Readers Favorite ~

Available @ Amazon in ebook and print 

Night Mistress of Paradise Palms

Sacred Sex~

Daniella and Brandt have Sacred Sex~

And there it stood—one of the largest oaks in the park. Its trunk was massive. This was it—electrifying sparks ran through my hands as I touched the trunk. "We have arrived!" I dropped my bag of goodies and twirled around gazing up at the full moon.

"Right here? No blanket?" Brandt asked while still holding my black pumps.

"Nope, this isn't a picnic. Gotta get grounded."

I took him by hand, looking straight into his eyes. "You gotta trust me, here. If you don't, this won't work. I've told you how intense this will be. Do I have you on board?"

"You have all of me," he replied, pulling me into his arms.

"Now we take off our clothes. We can set them behind the tree," Dani instructed.

"Mmm, I love that part," Brandt approved.

I took his hand leading him over to the inside of the circle. I sprinkled the birdseed on the ground, an offering to the goddess. All was ready for me to set the circle.

I stood to the east, did some deep breathing, feeling the wind, getting in touch with the element of air. "Spirits of Air, I call upon you."

Turning to the south I watched the small flame burning on my white candle. "Spirits of Fire, I call on you."

I turned to the west, listening to the water from the nearby river. "Spirits of Water, I call on you."

Turning to the north, I called upon the spirits of the earth. I felt my feet connect with roots deep inside the earth. I felt a white light traveling from the earth into my core and throughout my body. I motioned for Brandt to join me. We stood, our palms touching. I closed my eyes ready to invoke the goddess. "Bring golden-white light down from the Cosmos and into our bodies, Father Sky. Allow the Goddess, Aphrodite to travel safely to this realm to aid us in a perfect union of divine love."

I opened my eyes to see Brandt had closed his. His breathing had become labored. His chest rose and fell with each breath. I spoke softly to him. "Just relax, my love, let it come."

We interlocked hands, raising them up to the night sky. "Let our souls awaken and allow us to enter this sacred gateway to expand our experience for orgasmic ecstasy. Allow our chemistry to change as our souls connect and engage in an enigmatic explosion of lust and desire. We are pure love."

Brandt began to run his hands along my breasts, trailing down to my core and reaching my thighs. I could feel the goddess's energy pulsing through my sacral chamber. His hands were hot and set my skin on fire at every place he touched. I let this feeling run through me and out through my crown chakra.

He had me flat against the trunk of the tree. I could feel the heat course through me and into the tree. We had made contact. Brandt spread my thighs apart and ran his tongue toward my private entrance, exploring my wet folds. He was thick and hard. He dove into me. As soon as he made contact with my core I became engulfed as a fledgling of flames ran through my veins. "Yes, yes!" I yelled, not caring who or what was around.

"I'm going to explode!" Brandt wailed.

"Not yet, my love—hold on until you can no longer. Let this feeling  run through you for as long as you can."

"I can't much longer. I feel as though I'm being electrically charged! I love you, Dani, and want to fill you up with my love."

I exploded with him. It was as though hot liquid was filling my insides. It was an orgasmic moment—one I'd never felt before. It was as though I was floating above the ground. I no longer felt the shocks coming through the tree but felt them through Brandt. It was us, together. We were unified in orgasmic bliss!

We lay on the ground, still inside the circle, gazing up at the moon. My body felt like a shell. Whatever or whoever occupied it was now gone. I turned to Brandt. He was as breathless as I was. We both had to admit we never had sex like that before.

The circle needed to be closed, I had to thank the goddess. I turned to each direction, thanking the spirits, ending with the north. I thanked Mother Earth and Father Sky. I thanked Goddess Aphrodite as well; it was her pure love that would be instrumental in healing Brandt.

I stood, arms up reaching the sky. "The circle is open but never broken. The love of the goddess is forever in my heart. May we meet and may we never part again."

Our bodies melded together once again. I rand my hands along his muscular arms. With the moonlight shining on his face, I could see most of his wrinkles had disappeared along with the streaks of grey in his hair. I could hardly wait for him to see himself when he looked in a mirror. I prayed the spell from the enchantress was finally gone. Only time would tell.

Last Rights ~ Available in ebook, print and audio

Last Rites

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When the Spirits are Your Travel Guides

Madonna Shrine in Pacentro, Italy

Most of the time we purposely plan our trips, vacations, or holidays, but once we reach our destination we may find there are unexpected locations that pique our interest either by means of a travel website, recommendations from the locals, or searching for places of interest via the internet. Whatever means you choose, there are certain places that seem to call out to us for various reasons; some of those may be linked to places our ancestors had lived, a connection with a past life, a passion for a certain locale, or environmental energies that trigger the frequencies that pull us to that site. 

Having dealt with many paranormal occurrences my entire life I would have to say that the latter had to be responsible for two locations that had definitely tugged at my own frequencies.  Let’s just say I believe the Spirits were acting as my travel guides at that time.  While visiting the medieval village of Pacentro, Italy where my mother’s family hails from, I happen to come across an out-of-the-way shrine to the Madonna while hiking up a hill with my husband one early morning. I noticed the shrine and immediately knew I had to check this out. There was a statue of our Lady mounted into the hill with a small waterfall that spilled out into a small ravine below. There were scores of wildflowers that dotted the area. My husband had instructed me to take off my shoes and socks and walk on the grounds and into the ravine. “Get some good grounding,” he’d said. His advice had led me to experience a most enchanting and unusual one at that. I felt tingles all the way up to my knees as my feet hit the water. Down below, the water sparkled like a thousand tiny diamonds had been spewn about. Stepping out of the water and onto the grounds that surrounded the shrine I now experienced tingles traveling throughout my entire body. I got down on my hands and knees and prayed to our Lady. I knew I was on Sacred Ground for sure. The odd tingling sensations abated after leaving the site, but this experience was one that would not be forgotten. I do believe my family had frequented this shrine so many years ago. 

Make it Unforgettable!

 I wanted to make this unforgettable so I added this location in one of my fiction books, Beloved Sacrifice. As a writer, I know this is one way to make it unforgettable while paying homage to such a spiritual place.  

Banks Bridge in Lawrence County, Pennsylvania

On one of my more recent travels to Ohio to visit my husband's family, I noticed a covered bridge as we were passing through Lawrence County in Pennsylvania. Having a passion for covered bridges I immediately took note of this place and knew I had to pay a visit in the near future before leaving Ohio. The Neshannock Creek runs under the historic Banks Bridge. Legend has it that several homes are haunted in the surrounding area and the bridge itself is a real portal. Well, I was not aware of any of these details at the time of my visit. It was just the looks of the bridge that called out to me.

A few days later my husband was able to take me back to the bridge where I felt another deep connection here as well. It wasn’t so much the bridge that pulled me in, but the creek itself that seemed to tug at my gut. I felt a presence here or should I say several. Walking down by the water I listened as the current seemed to pick up and the colors of the water seemed a bit brighter. Taking off my shoes I was most anxious to feel the earth under my feet as well as get a bit wet in the creek. It was chilly but I didn’t seem to mind due to the vibrations I was getting from the water. It was a sense of calm that washed over me. Once again I knew I had to mention this place in another one of my upcoming novels, Last Rites. 

So, I guess I had to thank the Spirits for not only allowing me to visit these intriguing locations but offer inspiration for a great locale in my books.  

Happy Travels to everyone. May your heart lead you to great destinations and may the Spirits be willing to leave you with a little inspiration.

Lorraine Carey

Beloved Sacrifice

Last Rites